Counting down.
Never have I thought this year will be the year.
That my life is going to change.
It will be a major change.
Am I ready for this?
To be honest, I will never be ready.
I am a very stagnant person. When I get comfortable, I will not make a change.
I always needed to be pushed.. to make a change, to move forward.
..........
On the other hand,
I think I should STOP shopping for now.
I have bought too much, too many things.
I am having headaches now, where to keep the stuff when everything is over as my new place has limited storage space.
Moreover, I am not ready to throw/donate/sell it because I can see that it will be pretty reusable in the future.
.........
Planning a wedding is very stressful.
I can feel it now and it is very real.
No wonder people starting to wish for a simple wedding.
First, I am not sure who to invite. I have very limited (really close) friends.
I don't want to burden people to put away their plans just for my dinner.
To make things worst, it will be on a Sunday, the next day will be a working day.
Hence, I totally understand if they can't attend.
That leads to the second problem, who else I am going to invite if they can't attend?
I don't want to invite those people that I hardly see/speak to for years.
It will be very awkward and weird. If they don't attend, what is the point I spent so much money and time preparing the photobooth, door gifts and etc for?
Third, the seating arrangement is another major problem.
I can't please everybody.
I know who don't like who and who want to sit with who but I have limited seats.
Another problem, if only one out of the same group of a friend attending, how do I arrange so that the person doesn't feel neglected during the dinner? Introduce some new friends?
Cheers~
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