The world is full of magic things, patiently waiting for our senses to grow sharper.

— W.B. Yeats

Another year goes by. I am still me but with different roles to play. Although life seems busy but I can't really find my goal.
Weight keeps going up. Going to class without knowing what I am learning all those for. Money spent like water. Bought things I love but at last, it was put aside. There is LIST of things I wanted to do but never have time to complete it. The stack of books to read but couldn't.

일년 지나갔다. 시간이 빨리 흐르다. 아무것도 변하지 않지만 하고싶은 일이 많이 있다. 책을 읽고 요리를 만들고 사진을 찍고 한국어를 게속 공부 하고 하고 싶어요. 하지만 힘도 시간도 없을니까 못 해요.
Cheers~ ♥

10 August 2018

Happiness is when the customer thanks you for helping them.
Feel that what I'm doing is appreciated and it worth the hard work.
Replied a customer email request today, the customer then sends an email thanking me for the work.

On the other hand, today is my colleague, SH's last day. Wish him all the best!
Cheers~ ♥

9 August 2018

It is a gloomy morning. As I walked to my usual breakfast place, I wondered to myself, what news is waiting for me today? How could I present myself better today?

I have always wanted to be a better version of myself but somehow there’s always the hindrance.

I wish to see a slimmer, fit and happy me. I missed the "me" a few years ago, even though there are unhappy times but I live life the fullest. Do the happy things, having many friends that care for me, speak out what is in my mind. Can I be that version of me again or could I be an even better than that?

Cheers~ ♥

Changes and Changing

Counting down.

Never have I thought this year will be the year.
That my life is going to change.
It will be a major change.
Am I ready for this?
To be honest, I will never be ready.
I am a very stagnant person. When I get comfortable, I will not make a change.
I always needed to be pushed.. to make a change, to move forward.



..........

On the other hand,
I think I should STOP shopping for now.
I have bought too much, too many things.
I am having headaches now, where to keep the stuff when everything is over as my new place has limited storage space.
Moreover, I am not ready to throw/donate/sell it because I can see that it will be pretty reusable in the future.


.........

Planning a wedding is very stressful.
I can feel it now and it is very real.
No wonder people starting to wish for a simple wedding.
First, I am not sure who to invite. I have very limited (really close) friends.
I don't want to burden people to put away their plans just for my dinner.
To make things worst, it will be on a Sunday, the next day will be a working day.
Hence, I totally understand if they can't attend.
That leads to the second problem, who else I am going to invite if they can't attend?
I don't want to invite those people that I hardly see/speak to for years.
It will be very awkward and weird. If they don't attend, what is the point I spent so much money and time preparing the photobooth, door gifts and etc for?
Third, the seating arrangement is another major problem.
I can't please everybody.
I know who don't like who and who want to sit with who but I have limited seats.
Another problem, if only one out of the same group of a friend attending, how do I arrange so that the person doesn't feel neglected during the dinner? Introduce some new friends?




Cheers~ ♥

Gratitude Journal
Day #1

Too many negativity inside my head and it blocked the positive things that come to me.
So I am going to resume my gratitude journal again.

Thanks for the breakfast that keep me full and energetic to perform and take part in the activities throughout the day.

Thanks for I have a lovely family (and close relatives who is equally loving). I love to be surrounded by family.

Thank you for the invite to your ROM. The process was really beautiful.

Thank YOU for giving me the camera that I can take beautiful photos today.

Thanks to cousin's new husband for the sumptuous lunch.

Thanks to my brother for preparing the dinner.

Thank you for I had a great refreshment before my work.

Thanks to my work because I can achieve a lot more.

Thanks for all the likes for my photo posted. ( my photography skill is still there)


Cheers~ ♥

Blogger app

Not sure it is me or that people don't blog anymore. There are very limited (working) blogging app available in the App Store.

I wish to let out

That's why I am back in here. The stress is real. Even Holiday can't heal it.

Wait till all of this is over.

Changes?

Good or bad, we shall see

Blur

I was so blur.

I almost missed my class because my mind keeps telling me that I don't have class las Saturday. Luckily, I checked with my classmates.

I missed my work shift this morning because my mind keeps telling me I am working night shift this week... In fact, I am morning shift. I immediately text my superior to request for a shift change today. 

Why?! The 

That is a lot

Drafted my itinerary earlier.

I keep altering the travel dates because those dates crashing with mum's birthday, my birthday or their public holidays. Till I come to a best dates. Hopefully everything goes smooth.

I also realized that the prize i have won was enormous. I tried to splurge as possible and it still seems a lot more left. It is enough for a month travel of travel but sadly my work doesn't allow me to do so. So I have to half it. 

On the other hand, I feel really lucky for visited Japan earlier as there's a serious typhoon happening there and causing some serious damage to those places I have visited. What a luck! 

But I wish Japan can peacefully and safely overcome this disaster. It is a beautiful place to be destroy. 

No title

Cannot think of anything as title.

Browse through some photos of private hot spring accommodation in Hokkaido and it already get me drooling. Looking forward to the trip! I still think I am dreaming. 

Hopefully the agency have some nice private hot spring accommodation to offer too.

Luck

What a luck that I have won myself a trip to Hokkaido. Never expect I could win. I truly thankful that Japan finally sending loves to me. I am glad I was chosen as winner too because it was a writing contest. That means what I have learnt in  University was not wasted.

Return from Indonesia and I am grateful that I was born and raised in Malaysia. Although Malaysia is not perfect but it is not a bad place to stay. We have what we need here.

Next, I have to concentrate on my study and plan for my trips. Hopefully I could spare some time to catch up on my novels reading and kdrama. 

Back

Hello! I'm back to the blog.. for a short moment?

I have been busy traveling for leisure. There's trip, big or small, every month. Just came back from Japan and I'll be off to Indonesian next week. What a life.

But it always has to be balance with work! Have some new responsibilities at work and that requires my 150% of focusing and time. -.-

Study was great. But with all the travels, I need to put more effort into it. Keep my fingers crossed. 

The first sight

That fist sight in the morning after I washed up is this.

Sushi waiting for us.

Had some CNY shopping this morning at OUG. Got some nuts to stuff into the hamper for CNY. Kind of lazy for visiting this year.  

Then get home early and catch med up on my Japanese study. Skipped a few weeks of lesson and working hard to keep up.

Thankfully today is Friday. Never say thanks enough. Last day of work for the week!

Had dinner at home today.

Mum prepared luncheon meat fried rice, packed curry chicken from last Sunday and braised pork. As if mummy knows what I'm thinking, she suddenly handed me a cup of icy fresh orange juice after dinner. I wish I can have my own place to practice cooking, then I can cook for my mum instead. One day!

24 hours not enough

Daddy's busy. So I accompanied mummy to MV for a walk. I bought a top from Zara. It was on sales. Super like the top.

Then had a latte from McCafe. Caffeine addict. 

Mummy planned to bring me to the Glasshouse at Seputeh but she lnavigated wrongly and brought us home.  Instead of coffee, we had chicken rice. 

Reading

Back to reading recently. Just finished reading The Lost Symbol.

Now continue on The Diary of A Young Girl. First time reading someone's diary. And not an ordinary diary, it's a diary of a teenage that went through the Holocaust.
I seldom read fiction but this diary makes me realize how fortunate I am. Being able to enjoy limitless freedom. Even able to walk out of the house is a blessing.

If Anne Frank live in 20th century, she will definitely make a good blogger.


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それは自分にてがみである。
今回はきっと日本語が上手になってつもりである。
あきらめない。
Cheers~ ♥

work

Grateful because it's Friday again.
3 months to go, then I'll be on holiday. A much waited holiday. The currency rate will be better then and the problems will solve itself.


Someone asked me, "Do you ever think of changing your job?"
I replied, "My current job still able to satisfies my need, moreover, I have no desire for any other job, yet."
It's true my job now isn't perfect. Indeed, there are no perfect job. What's make a job perfect is the individual's affection for their job. Just love and enjoy what you are doing. If you can't, quit.
Years ago, while I'm working as an Admin, I told myself, my next job will be an IT related job. For those few months, I worked as Admin, I found myself frequently under stress in everything I do, every decision I made. EVEN a simple task seems difficult but I was glad when I was assigned to do those task that require me to use the PC. I was glad when co-workers asked me to help them troubleshooting their PC.
Indeed, it was what I wanted ever since I graduated from High school even though I'm not majoring in IT field.
Thereafter, I found this job, that doesn't require any IT related qualification, and I can use my apply my foreign language study. Not only that, it was a stress-less job. I don't have to worry about my work task after working hours. I don't have Monday blues. I even quit the Part Time job because my pay was enough for a basic living. So, I am still comfortable with this job as for now, I have no intention to find another one, yet.

P/S: What kind of job that able to provide me time to blog while working :D

Cheers~ ♥

Today, 27 August 2015

 Feeling blessed waking up to a delicious breakfast. There are sunny side up, bacon, few mini sausages and fine wholemeal toast. Perfect brreakie!

 Today, my usual parking lot was full even though I woke up and reached 30 minutes earlier. Fortunately, I could find a parking nearby, slightly more expensive though. There I wondered, where does all these people come from?

 Entered office and catch a strong smell of croissant being reheated in the oven. It must be my neighbor. The smell was too intense that it took more than 30 minutes to dispersed.





Cheers~ ♥

What I have done when I disappear

I was busy with the exams and had done what to be done. Luckily, the exams was manageable. Still waiting for the result, I guess I have to wait till next month before I know how good I get.

In between the exam, I got sick. I suppose was the food. It start will a slight diarrhea, the bloated stomach, a slight fever. The next day, there's no fever but stomach continue bloated and diarrhea continues, then I know something is wrong. At least, went to see the doc. For the first time since I had the chicken pox in N years ago, I went to see the doc.

I haven't give up on my fitness goal but during the sick days, I lost kg. not sure it's a real weight loss or just water weight. I shall monitor it.



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Birthday

What does birthday means for me?

Many years ago, I love my birthday. I looked forward to it. For me, then, birthday means a lot of gifts, a day when I can wear nice dress, a day when I get all the attentions, cakes and big nice meals.

As I grew, the meaning of birthday change. I still looking forward to birthday, I still get the gifts, wear the pretty dress and big nice meal but I also want to celebrate this with my mum, whom, in this day, many years ago, endured all the pain and troubles to bring me to this world. So birthday should be celebrate with mum. She should get my main attention.



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